One of the hardest things to remember when life hands you lemons, is to not freak the hell out and stress out about everything. I say this with four years of experience behind me (most people have more experience), that it is so easy to forget that life isn’t all about what you’re supposed to do, it’s about what makes you happy.
This summer, I have been struggling with the thought that I have no more college ahead of me. I am done. I have to get a job, make some money, move out of my parent’s house, and become independent. The motivation I have to do this is high, however, it really isn’t as easy as it sounds. In the midst of all of this, my parents thought that I should take my much younger brother up to my grandparent’s house for some time. At first, I didn’t want to. It felt like I would be wasting time with whatever I was doing to try to move out. But, in reality, I didn’t have much going on in my life, so I acquiesced.
As soon as I arrived (a few days ago), my body relaxed. My mind was able to do some mental yoga and relieve some stress, and my thoughts went from stressful, to mostly nothing at all. It’s fantastic. I’d like to clarify that thinking about nothing is great… For short periods of time. In fact, that’s a huge reason why I go to the gym! I don’t have to worry about all this nonsense that is typically going through my head besides how hard I’m breathing. (I am a terrible runner, so I breathe like a dying dog and am generally self-conscious about it!!)
Staying at my grandparents is like staying at a family-run resort that’s generally free. So why I didn’t really want to go in the first place almost confuses me now. It’s great. It’s what family should be for. This is truly my happy place. Find your happy place!!